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Miss Royalty by Ashfur222
Miss Royalty
Guys. I LOVE THIS BASE SO MUCH ITS AMAZING AAFJJSDAHSFDA!! UwU

Anyways. Yes, Juliet and Sulfur. AGAIN. I promise next one will be different. XD But seriously, Sulfur looks really...awkwo in this but I looovvee Juliet's precious face ;w;
But anyway, Sulfur likes Juliet bitch royalty or not, she claims that, "If she's royalty, she should be treated like it. No matter what." TRO FRIENDSHIP RIGHT THERE~

Teehee. Welp, I'll see you later guys. Baiii~

Sulfur and Juliet (c) :iconashfur222:

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Oh my god.
Guys. GUYS.

This is now my favorite song, I can't stop listening to it.  I had watched Troye in the past on YouTube, and this song...just makes me love him more. ;A; It's like one of those songs that's so important to you, you don't know what to do with yourself.

I've lately been depressed again, since my girlfriend moved to a different state [Florida.] I have no one else to go to anymore, and everyday has just been terrible. I cry every night, and it's getting to the point my friends want to talk to my parents. On good days, I will talk to them a little bit, but I usually just want to be silent and cry. My sadness has gotten me into a fight with one of the only friends I have left, that I'm probably about to loose.

But this song. It makes me happy, it makes me forget the fact that she isn't here anymore. The fact that she's even more distant than she used to be. The fact my other friends get to see their own friends. The fact that I won't be able to ever see her the way I used to again. What's worse, my mom said she'd find me a therapist after she found out I was depressed. That was about 2 months ago, I still haven't seen a doctor. Life just keeps getting worse nowadays. Anyway, I  bawled when I first heard the song...

Happy Little Pill:
  • Listening to: Happy Little Pill - Troye Sivan
  • Reading: Messages
  • Watching: For messages c;
  • Playing: Ibbbb~
  • Eating: -screams- nothing
  • Drinking: Nothin
Disclaimer: All this information has come off of the deviantart member "xXTerraXx." I am only sharing this with you because I believe it needs more publicity, and it needs to be known. Here are some Korean sites that explain how Vocaloid's song "Dark Woods Circus," is all based on a TRUE STORY.

"Dark Woods Circus" Song, With English Sub - www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsjTBd…

Information gathered/translated from - blog.naver.com/10004uu/5004928…, blog.naver.com/wjsekwjs11/3009… (It's all in Korean, but I'll explain it. Also, this is not to insult anyone, this is just for history.)

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In the Edo period of Japan, which was after WWI, people looked for pleasures so the demand for "pleasure tents" was high. The tents were filled with rare items and whatnot.

But sometimes people would kidnap or buy children and cut off the children's body parts and display them as part of the entertainment. Obviously they couldn't really put a human with an animal part, but what the children had to bear were grotesque. Sometimes they would get acid thrown at their face, get an arm or a leg cut off, have a muscle removed, etc...
But that's not all - sometimes people would pay to see children be raped.

This was all for money, and Korea did this to some extent as well. Why is this not known?

First, you to see them, you had to look through a small hole, so taking a photo was hard. Second, if you took a photograph, there was a high chance that it was burned. It also wouldn't be surprising for the Japanese government to burn any documents regarding those tent circuses since the government's pretty notorious for trying to cover up those kind of stuff (to those who don't believe this, look up information about the Japanese textbook cover-up about their military's horrible, horrible crimes during the occupation of Asian countries during WWII).

Now, knowing this, let's interpret the Dark Woods Circus song.


Len and Rin, sewed together, lures young Meiko into their tent. Rin's eyes glow red, as if saying that she's hypnotizing Meiko.
She flows the duo into a tent in the deep, deep forest.
The giant Neru and Haku stand guard, as if to catch anyone who escapes. It could be that they're seen to be giants because Meiko is a child (adults seem huge when you're little) or that they too, are victims of the biological surgery.
Meiko looks in the little hole to see what's inside the tent.
She sees two-head, one-body Len and Rin. Len has no expression while Rin is smiling. They're holding what seems to be Kaito's food (human arms).
She also sees Miku with horses legs. It seems that she's lost her sight as well.
She sees Kaito, whose brain is switched with that of a dog. He only eats cold things. And guess what? Human corpse gets colder as time passes. He's tied up to prevent him from being wild.
Kaito's spit turns to Miku's tears. She's so much in pain, that she can't stop crying.
'I couldn't have been born with this body' - the lyrics talk about the poor children who was turned into a biological experiment, having their body parts switched and cut-off.
Len comforts Miku by kissing her hair.
People are staring at them. They wonder why people are staring at their mutilated bodies.
The flowers on Akaito's face represents acid. Acid was sometimes thrown on the faces of bad children to discipline them.
Len and Miku have acid marks on their face (with Miku having more wounds). It seems that they were bad, but Rin is fine because she was a good child.
Meiko sees all this through the hole.
Though the children are in pain, the circus continues.
The children must continue to smile and entertain the people.
The PV shows young Miku, Rin, Len, etc. watching the show (this is before they were mutilated).
Rotten fruit. It symbolizes the loss of virginity, and the girl falls into madness.
Someone throws acid on her face and her eyes melt.
It turns out that Miku was raped for show and Akaito couldn't handle the pain of the acid and committed suicide.
Miku wants to die, having lost her virginity, sight, and legs.
Rin and Len cry, wanting death.
The children suffering so much, they're crying out for death.
Miku wants to be let out of her jail, but the giant Haku and Neru stand guard.
Someone who looks like an adult Meiko (Meiko acts as two different people) seems to be the owner/leader of the circus.
Little Meiko was secretly watching the circus and she gets found out.
'I stretched my crumpled body' - is she talking about herself being part of the mutilation?
Young Haku and Neru are going back home after the show.
They now only have each other for support.
Young Kaito is going back home after the show, only to be stopped by adult Meiko.
'This child is sitting alone' - maybe it's talking about the bitterness about being mutilated in an isolated place.
Kaito with his dog brain, smiles, still tied up in a dark room.
'There was a big shadow' - maybe Haku and Neru?
Then adult Meiko also lures young Miku.
Miku who lost her virginity, sight, and legs.
Then young Miku waves at young Rin and Len.
Rin and Len now share one body.

Now the scene goes back to the crowd, where young Meiko was first seen.
Then her eyes glow red and you can see the acid wounds. It turns out Meiko was captured and mutilated as well.
'I enjoy it' - she's faking happiness while hiding her pain.

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  • Listening to: The First Punch - Pierce The Veil
  • Reading: Messages
  • Watching: For messages c;
  • Playing: Ibbbb~
  • Eating: -screams- nothing
  • Drinking: Nothin
If any of these are incorrect, or you want to talk about the couple, please tell me. I will not put the characters I've traded over on here. I will leave a "?" symbol if I think we need to talk about them.
:bulletred: Taken
:bulletgreen: Single
:bulletpink: Crushing
:bulletblue: Complicated
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:bulletred: Leela Kuver, In a relationship with Pain, :iconxgolden-oozarux:
:bulletred: Rin Sakine, Married with children, with Zails :icondarkz67:
:bulletred: Xion North, In a relationship with Skylar, :iconxxdreamqueenxx: ? ;-; I forget, did you give her to me?
:bulletgreen: Lucien Cross, Single
:bulletred: Grenade Vanit, Married to Jason, :iconxgolden-oozarux:
:bulletblue: Vance Elregaurd, Two Girls love him, but is still in love with his deceased wife.
:bulletpink: Enya Clark, Crushing on Vance.
:bulletpink: Razi Seiko, Crushing on Vance.
:bulletgreen: Koori Clark, Single
:bulletred: Kalel [Ali], Taken with children, with Dark Dim :iconxgolden-oozarux:
:bulletred: Promise Rein, Taken by Rai :icondarkz67:
:bulletgreen: Kai [Zero], Single
:bulletblue: Sulfur Natshi, Crushing on Juliet, but she doesn't feel the same
:bulletred: Juliet Bre, Taken by Sergio :iconxxdreamqueenxx: ?
:bulletred: Natsuo Laws, Married with children, with Marie :iconscourgesbabe:
:bulletgreen: Sachi Rein, Single
:bulletgreen: Hallie Tani, Single
:bulletred: Mask North, Taken by Minx ? Or Purple? :iconxgolden-oozarux:
:bulletgreen: Trinity Jaiz, Single
:bulletred: Aiko Dawn, Taken by Ross :iconxgolden-oozarux:
:bulletred: Xylon North, Taken by Azure :icondarkz67:
:bulletred: Dominic Rivine, Taken by Holo :iconvaldez188:
:bulletgreen: Daevion Cross [Dae], Single
:bulletgreen: Garnet Whiler, Single
:bulletred: Whisper, Taken by Virus :icondarkz67:
:bulletgreen: Natsuki Laws, Single
:bulletred: Stella Sakine, Taken by Crea :icondarkz67:
:bulletred: Scarlet Hachil, Taken by Rain :iconvaldez188:
:bulletred: Wire Beaun, Taken by Kaiju :icondarkz67:
:bulletblue: Seiji Sakine, still in love with his deceased girlfriend.
:bulletred: Sam Kine, Taken by Jasmine :icontylertheicefox:
:bulletred: Echo Fica, Taken by Keith :icontylertheicefox:
:bulletpink: Space Ries, Crushing on Rali :icontylertheicefox:
:bulletgreen: Dynamite Vanit, Single
:bulletgreen: Bomb Vanit, Single
:bulletgreen: Daevion Cross, Single
:bulletgreen: Kat Purnose, Single
  • Listening to: You Are Mine -MuteMath
  • Reading: Messages
  • Watching: For messages c;
  • Playing: Ibbbb~
  • Eating: -screams- nothing
  • Drinking: Nothin
Cooler Than Me by Ashfur222
Cooler Than Me
The final song, Cooler Than Me - Mike Posner. XD I always think of Leela with this song because she's pretty hella cool. cx Anyway, here are the lyrics~


If I could write you a song
And make you fall in love
I would already have you up under my arm.
I used up all of my tricks,
I hope that you like this.
But you probably won't.
You think you're cooler than me.

You got designer shades,
Just to hide your face
And you wear them around like you're cooler than me.
And you never say "Hey"
Or "Remember my name?"
And it's probably 'cause you think you're cooler than me.

You got your high brow,
Shoes on your feet,
And you wear them around
Like they ain't shit.
But you don't know the way that you look,
When your steps make that much noise.

Shh I got you all figured out,
You need everyone's eyes just to feel seen.
Behind your make-up nobody knows who you even are
Who do you think that you are?

If I could write you a song
And make you fall in love
I would already have you up under my arm.
I used up all of my tricks,
I hope that you like this.
But you probably won't.
You think you're cooler than me.

You got designer shades
Just to hide your face
And you wear them around like you're cooler than me.
And you never say "Hey"
Or "Remember my name?"
It's probably 'cause you think you're cooler than me.

You got your high brow,
Switch in your walk,
And you don't even look when you pass by.
But you don't know the way that you look
When your steps make that much noise.
Shh.

I got you all figured out,
You need everyone's eyes just to feel seen.
Behind your make-up nobody knows who you even are
Who do you think that you are?

'Cause it sure seems ('cause it sure seems)
You got no doubts (that you got no doubts)
But we all see (we all see)
You got your head in the clouds

If I could write you a song
And make you fall in love
I would already have you up under my arm.
I used up all of my tricks,
I hope that you like this.
But you probably won't.
You think you're cooler than me.

You got designer shades,
Just to hide your face
And you wear them around like you're cooler than me.
And you never say "Hey"
Or "Remember my name?"
It's probably 'cause you think you're cooler than me.

Leela (c) :iconashfur222:
Song (c) Mike Posner
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Oh my god.
Guys. GUYS.

This is now my favorite song, I can't stop listening to it.  I had watched Troye in the past on YouTube, and this song...just makes me love him more. ;A; It's like one of those songs that's so important to you, you don't know what to do with yourself.

I've lately been depressed again, since my girlfriend moved to a different state [Florida.] I have no one else to go to anymore, and everyday has just been terrible. I cry every night, and it's getting to the point my friends want to talk to my parents. On good days, I will talk to them a little bit, but I usually just want to be silent and cry. My sadness has gotten me into a fight with one of the only friends I have left, that I'm probably about to loose.

But this song. It makes me happy, it makes me forget the fact that she isn't here anymore. The fact that she's even more distant than she used to be. The fact my other friends get to see their own friends. The fact that I won't be able to ever see her the way I used to again. What's worse, my mom said she'd find me a therapist after she found out I was depressed. That was about 2 months ago, I still haven't seen a doctor. Life just keeps getting worse nowadays. Anyway, I  bawled when I first heard the song...

Happy Little Pill:
  • Listening to: Happy Little Pill - Troye Sivan
  • Reading: Messages
  • Watching: For messages c;
  • Playing: Ibbbb~
  • Eating: -screams- nothing
  • Drinking: Nothin

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Allison, but call me Ash.
United States
Ohai. My name is Ash,. but my real name is a secret. ^3^ I like many Animes, YouTubers, Bands, AHS, and OITNB!:dummy: //#PRAYFORPDAR I miss you all, Pavi, Dakota, Asher, and Ronnie. I lost my friends, my advisers, and my brothers to suicide. I don't want another one to be lost. // Other places you can find mwah: Instagram: sweetnothingofparadise . Kik: RinXScourge ...Oh yas~ I also have a wonderful girlfriend -- if I have not made that clear down below. xD I love her to death! Mwah bb 1/18/14.

:heart: PANSEUXAL :heart: :iconleftangelwingplz: HEARTS NOT PARTS! :iconrightangelwingplz: :iconsilverheartplz: LGBT RIGHTS :iconsilverheartplz:
:iconfloatingheartplz: :iconashfur222: x :iconkissingincarslxa: :iconfloatingheartplz:

:heart:~My dA Family~:heart:
Girlfriend: :iconkissingincarslxa: I love you. More than anything in this entire world, no matter what.
Half Sister(irl too) : :iconway-to-haven: I love yooh, your a good sister~
Time Muffin: :iconxxtrunks-briefs: I love you~ Mah Time Muffin!
The Magical Jelly Bean Sister: :iconxxdreamqueenxx: Jellybeans! :dummy:
Dragon Buddy: :iconscales-the-dragon: I look up to ya bro, yooh amazyn. ^-^
My pet cat: :iconpandemoneum: I love her drawings so much, and she's so cute! :3
Kitty Buddy: :icondarkz67: Best kitty buddy evah.
My Jolteon: :iconColbatCerebus: ovo~ I love your drawings~ MAH WITTLE JOLTEON!
Scourge-Obsessed Cousin- :iconxxkomorixx: You make amazing drawings, and you are so awesome!! .w.
Role Model: :iconthenandmshow: Helps me through a lot. I love her. XD
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IrrevocableFate Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014   Writer
Thank you for the favorite. <3
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Ashfur222 Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Sorry for the late reply, but it was no problem, you deserved it~ Thanks for the llama as well, love :3
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IrrevocableFate Featured By Owner 3 days ago   Writer
Aw, thanks and no problem! <3
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DarkZ67 Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Meow :)
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DarkZ67 Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi Kitty buddy :hug:
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artisticcat101 Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
thx for the fav ^^
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w-in Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014
{{ psst .. }}
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DarkZ67 Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav kitty buddy :hug:
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Ashfur222 Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2014
Your welcome Kitty Buddy~
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DarkZ67 Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*hugs you and gently pets you behind the ears* :huggle:
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